The cycle
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"duck" <some.d…@ntlworld.com> wrote in message > > I am, and I thank my "lucky stars" each and every day. I only have one > > real wish in life and that is that everyone with this illness could find > > someone like my wife. I hope that one day you too are in that position. > Me too!!!!
I reckon the secret is not to look too hard – then Mr or Miss right just materialises out of nowhere! I’ve got my fingers crossed for you.
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"AllSummer Bin LarginIt" <allsummerbinlargi…@yahoo.co.uk> wrote in message news:9vsa5q$hdthn$1@ID-29083.news.dfncis.de… > I am, and I thank my "lucky stars" each and every day. I only have one > real wish in life and that is that everyone with this illness could find > someone like my wife. I hope that one day you too are in that position.
Me too!!!! Michelle
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Ah……the moon. See…..if you cut a ball in half. That would be the only shape that would be lighted in our solar system. A whole bunch of them shapes. Just the outter skin of half a ball. That is the only visible shape. So when we look at the moon we see varing degrees of that cut in half ball shape fitted on the moon. Now…..if we imagine the earth to be a basketball. That moon out there is approxiamately 29 to 30 "basketballs" away.(Depending on where it is in its orbit) It certainly doesn’t look it. Certainly doesn’t, but it is thirty earth diameters away from us. Now…..in ancient sanskrit scriptures it is supposed that what light comes to us from the moon is distinctly different energy then what we get from the sun. Consider the reflected light may be "cleaned" by reflecting. Or even by shining on the material the moon is made of. Or perhaps as you suggest, that merely by changing directions moon light may be distinctly different. Perhaps some component of sun light does not change directions. Or get reflected. And….I think in one of the Christian creation stories it also says "two lights in the sky". That implys that moon light is distinct from the sun light. Our moon is big. Compared to the size of the earth it is a humongous sized moon. There are some who argue that "we" are actually a binary planet system; Thats us and the moon. I love the January full moon when it sings so cleanly directly overhead. I just get so luny about the moon sometimes. I like to be in its light also. Damo http://www.netword.com/Damodara’s.Passage http://community.webtv.net/damodara/MyStoryasIseeit
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Disintegration and resurrection the endless battle for freeing the spirit of disease……….sz requires enormous reserves at times………..those of the line and heritage shall survive. Limbo
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Enormous reserves are essential to survive the cycle of this illness. Before I was dxed and before I was married to my wonderful wife I contemplated suicide on a number of occasions. Quite simply I didn’t have the strength to fight a recurring battle for which I wasn’t (then) aware of the cause. Thankfully I now have an understanding of what is occuring and have the total support of a woman who loves (unconditionally), cares, comforts and understands. Many people that I know who have the same (or similar) illness tell me that their partners interfere, apply undue pressure, question them unreasonably etc. etc. I believe myself to be extremely fortunate to have a partner who offers assistance when required, listens patiently, knows when NOT to say anything, knows instinctively (her dad has a similar illness, so she’s sort of used to it) when I need to be left alone and never ever makes me feel stupid – no matter how bizare my behaviour or how strange the words that come from my mouth. This wonderful woman has kept me out of hospital for nearly 3 years now, provides me with "an anchor on reality" and makes me feel like a very special and gifted person, rather than feeling like some kind of walking, talking, freak show. I don’t personally have a god (or other diety) to thank, but I do thank my good fortune for being lucky. "Limbo" <obmil2…@hotmail.com> wrote in message
news:3c2020dd$1@iridium.webone.com.au… – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> Disintegration and resurrection the endless battle for freeing the spirit of > disease……….sz requires enormous reserves at times………..those of > the line and heritage shall survive. > Limbo
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maybe.
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"AllSummer Bin LarginIt" <allsummerbinlargi…@yahoo.co.uk> wrote in message news:9vpm19$h1vsl$1@ID-29083.news.dfncis.de… – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> Enormous reserves are essential to survive the cycle of this illness. > Before I was dxed and before I was married to my wonderful wife I > contemplated suicide on a number of occasions. Quite simply I didn’t have > the strength to fight a recurring battle for which I wasn’t (then) aware of > the cause. Thankfully I now have an understanding of what is occuring > and have the total support of a woman who loves (unconditionally), cares, > comforts and understands. > Many people that I know who have the same (or similar) illness tell me that > their partners interfere, apply undue pressure, question them unreasonably > etc. etc. I believe myself to be extremely fortunate to have a partner > who offers assistance when required, listens patiently, knows when NOT to > say anything, knows instinctively (her dad has a similar illness, so she’s > sort of used to it) when I need to be left alone and never ever makes me > feel stupid – no matter how bizare my behaviour or how strange the words > that come from my mouth. > This wonderful woman has kept me out of hospital for nearly 3 years now, > provides me with "an anchor on reality" and makes me feel like a very > special and gifted person, rather than feeling like some kind of walking, > talking, freak show. I don’t personally have a god (or other diety) to > thank, but I do thank my good fortune for being lucky.
I would give everything I own to be in the position you are in. You are a very lucky man. There’s been times I thought I’d found it, I even got married once! Ultimately though I find that it’s yet another illusion and that life is finding some kind of balance between the rapture of music and the contemplations of suicide. I am lucky to have friends, god knows why I have friends, but at least I don’t have the added burden of total loneliness. Michelle
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"Limbo" <obmil2…@hotmail.com> wrote in message <news:3c2020dd$1@iridium.webone.com.au>… > Disintegration and resurrection the endless battle for freeing the spirit of > disease……….sz requires enormous reserves at times………..those of > the line and heritage shall survive. > Limbo
Look at the moon, I really think there is a spirit…………………looking at moon that light is really reflection of a sun……..to think that line of a various geometric triangles of a light connection……. I really think there is a spirit to experience this invisible line of light geometry…………..go on spiral
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"duck" <some.d…@ntlworld.com> wrote in message > I would give everything I own to be in the position you are in. You are a > very lucky man.
I am, and I thank my "lucky stars" each and every day. I only have one real wish in life and that is that everyone with this illness could find someone like my wife. I hope that one day you too are in that position. > There’s been times I thought I’d found it, I even got married once! > Ultimately though I find that it’s yet another illusion and that life is > finding some kind of balance between the rapture of music and the > contemplations of suicide.
I believe that the "right person" will come into a person’s life when they least expect it – certainly that is what happened to me. Don’t give up hope! > I am lucky to have friends, god knows why I have friends, but at least I > don’t have the added burden of total loneliness.
You have friends because you are a valuable individual and (judging from your postings on this newsgroup) a nice person. Judging from your postings (again), I reckon you have a lot to offer as a friend and your friends appreciate that fact.
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