Lonely Loneliness

Started Zoloft…Now Suicidal

Question:

Cain, try and remember there is a brighter day coming, you have to just try and go with whats going on,  please get to a therapist or phyc. so they can give you the support you need and maybe a change in your meds.  think of those you love and those who love you, life is always worth living, even on the hardest days when it semm like being out of here is the ans, hang in there you are in my prayers. maybe that brighter day will come tomorrow.  suzijayne

Response:

:I started zoloft on a very light dosage, since I heard that for :anxiety you typically don’t need that much but I was also suffering :from depression as a result of the anxiety.  I started off at :12.5mgs.. for 2 weeks and recently I’ve worked my way up to 25mgs. :The first two days on 25mgs were blissful, but now I’m suffering an :immense headache followed by feelings of guilt and self-loathing, :boredom and incredible loneliness.  I also tried working out after I :took the pill and that didn’t work at all, I nearly passed out after :just doing my typical workout, it was also about 99degrees outside but :I work out in an air conditioned gym.  After hittin the weights I just :felt INCREDIBLY bad, headaches, dizziness, mental confusion, severe :irrational anxiety, I just wanted to curl up in a ball or kill myself. : Now the feelings are waning but I still do really,really,really want :to die. I know, I know I can just take a bunch of pills and end :it…but that’s too slow.  I need a rifle or something to end it fast :and painless, but I have no rifle..I’m too young to purchase one.  So :I’ll just continue living…regretfully. Dear Cain, Please call your doctor immediately to let him know you are feeling suicidal. It is very important that you reach out to someone in real life so they can help you through this bad time. The answer is NOT suicide, it is a "permanent" solution to temporary problems. Many of us here have felt the way you do, luckily we hung on to the hope that it could get better and it did. I know you don`t believe that right now, but trust me, you won`t feel like this forever. Please check this out! http://panicdisorder.about.com/library/crisis/blcrisis.htm?PM=ss13_pa… Take care and please hang in there and most importantly, call your doctor NOW! Jackie ~*~The one law that does not change is that everything changes, and the hardship I was bearing today was only a breath away from the pleasures I would have tomorrow, and those pleasures would be all the richer because of the memories of this I was enduring~*~

Response:

I started zoloft on a very light dosage, since I heard that for anxiety you typically don’t need that much but I was also suffering from depression as a result of the anxiety.  I started off at 12.5mgs.. for 2 weeks and recently I’ve worked my way up to 25mgs. The first two days on 25mgs were blissful, but now I’m suffering an immense headache followed by feelings of guilt and self-loathing, boredom and incredible loneliness.  I also tried working out after I took the pill and that didn’t work at all, I nearly passed out after just doing my typical workout, it was also about 99degrees outside but I work out in an air conditioned gym.  After hittin the weights I just felt INCREDIBLY bad, headaches, dizziness, mental confusion, severe irrational anxiety, I just wanted to curl up in a ball or kill myself.  Now the feelings are waning but I still do really,really,really want to die. I know, I know I can just take a bunch of pills and end it…but that’s too slow.  I need a rifle or something to end it fast and painless, but I have no rifle..I’m too young to purchase one.  So I’ll just continue living…regretfully. – Cain

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