Lonely Loneliness

Useless,Worthless,………… ..

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– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – says… ……withdrawing,beginning to isolate …lonely…feeling all alone.. …I know you all don’t really care about me because you don’t know me.. ..sure,I might get a couple posts saying I’m cared about ….blah.. blah…blah…it’s all just superficial…just words….and more words… …no one cares…anyway,I guess…..so what….what’s the difference ..anyone I thought that cared doesn’t really…maybe I’m just a "project" ….I’m tired of feeling so alone in my heart and soul…so empty…… ….have I ever truly  been loved? Dumb question…what does it even matter…….I exist….that’s all….just exist. Is there a purpose to my existence? Fat chance of that….it doesn’t really matter anyway… Don’t worry …it doesn’t really matter if you post or e-mail me …I won’t answer anyway… see ya, Sue Well, Sue, you haven’t left us a lot of options, have you? I’ve recently come to the conclusion that I’ve surrounded myself with a crystal sphere.  I use it to keep others away, even though at the same time I’m crying for them to come to me.  It also keeps me from reaching out to others.  Safe? Maybe.  I’ve been hurt a lot before, by people I was trying to trust, and now I don’t trust much of anybody.  But even though I put up that crystal sphere myself, I can’t break free of it.  So I remain alone, isolated.

Will you let us get to know you a little better?  Or are you going to be like

me, crying inside your crystal sphere, wondering why no one can reach you?

I don’t want to be like that…..but I know I am……and it seems that just when I start to sort of get to know someone…..I start to back off and withdraw and I start to lose contact with them……and then I’m year old daughter… Is it possible to be mentally lonely…….or have loneliness,sadness of Picture a beautiful sunset…….someone loving it because it is so beautiful but whose heart is slowly withering away…..drying up ….who me…heart to heart…… soul to soul…….to know there is no one who will watch that sunset with me… or the sunrise….to never be with them at my beautiful waterfall(wherever it is)…and enjoy… the beauty together…..the majesty together….to never see an eagle soar… together…and know that person is seeing the *same* beauty….feeling  ….maybe I will just fade away……maybe I will wither up and just fade away….. You don’t have to answer.  Writing this helped me, even if it doesn’t reach you.  But I hope you feel better, anyway.

Sue

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.good write me and let me know…….cause I need  a laugh too…….

What do get when you cross Lassie and a pit-bull? A dog that bites your leg off, then runs to get help. What do you call it, when a well-know researcher into the para-normal from the University of Southern California has really bad breath? Supercaliforniamysticexperthalitosis Look, I’m trying. Okay, bumper stickers: YOU!  Out of the gene pool "Love is a Delusion of the Sexually Insecure" Pardon my driving – I am reloading. "If they can put a man on the moon, why can’t they put  all of  them there?" "All men are idiots, and I married their king" You’re just jealous because the voices talk to ME. I’m not picking my nose.  I’m pointing at my brain. I suffer from PMS and I have a gun. Jesus is coming…. Look Busy Gravity doesn’t exist….  earth sucks If I wanted to listen to an asshole, I’d fart. "If it’s tourist season, why can’t I shoot one?" I am woman.  I am invincible.  I am tired. The last one I saw, I didn’t get: What kind of a bumper sticker is "Article unavailable"? Ahh, I give up. Good night. gryf

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says… – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – ……withdrawing,beginning to isolate …lonely…feeling all alone.. …I know you all don’t really care about me because you don’t know me.. ..sure,I might get a couple posts saying I’m cared about ….blah.. blah…blah…it’s all just superficial…just words….and more words… …no one cares…anyway,I guess…..so what….what’s the difference ..anyone I thought that cared doesn’t really…maybe I’m just a "project" ….I’m tired of feeling so alone in my heart and soul…so empty…… ….have I ever truly  been loved? Dumb question…what does it even matter…….I exist….that’s all….just exist. Is there a purpose to my existence? Fat chance of that….it doesn’t really matter anyway… Don’t worry …it doesn’t really matter if you post or e-mail me …I won’t answer anyway… see ya, Sue

Well, Sue, you haven’t left us a lot of options, have you? I’ve recently come to the conclusion that I’ve surrounded myself with a crystal sphere.  I use it to keep others away, even though at the same time I’m crying for them to come to me.  It also keeps me from reaching out to others.  Safe?   Maybe.  I’ve been hurt a lot before, by people I was trying to trust, and now I don’t trust much of anybody.  But even though I put up that crystal sphere myself, I can’t break free of it.  So I remain alone, isolated. Will you let us get to know you a little better?  Or are you going to be like me, crying inside your crystal sphere, wondering why no one can reach you? You don’t have to answer.  Writing this helped me, even if it doesn’t reach you.  But I hope you feel better, anyway. Soccer Mom

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 are folks posting to you not being honest???  superficial……. well being that we are probably miles and miles apart……this machine is all  down…….  about me……  and the beast is not going to win…..  like I am—then bump into the furniture) in your pants or put on a neat full  TERRIFIC PERSON……. and if at that time you are smiling cause you are wondering why Becky did this  a laugh too……. Take care Becky I am like a shadow blowing in the wind…….never high but always low enough

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Sue, Depression causes you to feel like people don’t care. Depression causes you to isolate and feel lonely, and empty. You are depressed, not a bad person. I’ll send some ((((((((((((((BIG HUGS)))))))))))))) whether you answer this or not. Will be thinking of you. Lindsay — For more information about this service, send e-mail to:

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 ……withdrawing,beginning to isolate …lonely…feeling all alone..  …I know you all don’t really care about me because you don’t know me..  ..sure,I might get a couple posts saying I’m cared about ….blah.. blah…blah…it’s all just superficial…just words….and more words…  …no one cares…anyway,I guess…..so what….what’s the difference  ..anyone I thought that cared doesn’t really…maybe I’m just a "project"  ….I’m tired of feeling so alone in my heart and soul…so empty……  ….have I ever truly  been loved? Dumb question…what does it even matter…….I exist….that’s all….just exist. Is there a purpose to my existence? Fat chance of that….it doesn’t really matter anyway… Don’t worry …it doesn’t really matter if you post or e-mail me …I won’t answer anyway… see ya, Sue

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