Lonely Loneliness

Feeling Lonely(whine)

Question:

Thanks, sweetie.  It’s even better now that I know what a hug from you feels like!  :-)

it was hugtastic i’d already gone nearly a year without any physical contact…i needed to stock up because it could well be another year before i get any more. (oops i forgot the hug off my sister at christmas). still too ashamed at my behaviour at the baltomeet to dare to be more forthcoming… I wish you didn’t feel that way.  You were great to me.

i really don’t feel like it. i remember hiding in the pot room too much like i feel you must be pissed off at me for not being more friendly and talkative with you. I’m not upset with you at all.  I tried hard to say that in email, but I’m not the greatest at expressing myself.  You were the friendliest person there to me and I exchanged more words with you than with anyone else.  I thought you were warm, funny and open, and it was great to meet you.

thank you…i remember your email to me. even though i believe you it’s just one of those things i find hard to actually allow myself to believe can i reassure you again, that if i had my time over i would drag you to a quiet corner and try harder? How about *I* will try to make the effort next time?

well, in that case we can’t fail i carry my self doubts everywhere pete  I’m sorry.  I hate that you know how that feels.

i know, wohali, i know – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Love ya bro. — Wohali Loneliness is a rare feeling for me.  Even though I’m low functioning, I’m stubbornly independent and like to believe that I don’t need anyone. *sigh*  But I’m very needy today. I want to be smiled at, and laughed with, and held tightly.  I feel bad and worthless.  I want affirmation and praise.  I want the future to happen now.  I want the past to be only a memory. — Wohali === My Page == http://www.geocities.com/wohali7/

Response:

Wohali, I can testify to the fact that Pete *really* wanted to meet you, was initially feeling too uncomfortable (not about you specifically, just generally because of all the people around) and was *furious* at himself for delaying when he discovered that you had gone. He mentioned it to me at least three times that weekend. misty

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – still too ashamed at my behaviour at the baltomeet to dare to be more forthcoming…like i feel you must be pissed off at me for not being more friendly and talkative with you. can i reassure you again, that if i had my time over i would drag you to a quiet corner and try harder? i carry my self doubts everywhere pete Loneliness is a rare feeling for me.  Even though I’m low functioning, I’m stubbornly independent and like to believe that I don’t need anyone. *sigh*  But I’m very needy today. I want to be smiled at, and laughed with, and held tightly.  I feel bad and worthless.  I want affirmation and praise.  I want the future to happen now.  I want the past to be only a memory. — Wohali === My Page == http://www.geocities.com/wohali7/

Response:

  You have been doing really well. I wish could be as strong.   Orion

Thanks, hon.  I appreciate those words and hugs. — Wohali

Response:

Sorry you are feeling lonely today.  I hope someone comes along, and gives you some of the hugs and holding you need.  You are a wonderful person, and I appreciate all the encouragement you have given me in the past.  Take Care!!!

Thanks, girlfriend.  Your words mean a lot to me.   I’m sorry you’re having such a hard time right now.  I wish I had the words to pick you up. — Wohali

Response:

Thanks for the hugs.  With your second reply, I’m doubly blessed. — Wohali – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – ***** —                     _    bear         _.-’ )                (_ . ‘ __                 ___^/` _)                (__.                            ’–.                    /_ /`-._/                   (__/

Response:

Thanks, sweetie.  It’s even better now that I know what a hug from you feels like!  :-) still too ashamed at my behaviour at the baltomeet to dare to be more forthcoming…

I wish you didn’t feel that way.  You were great to me. like i feel you must be pissed off at me for not being more friendly and talkative with you.

I’m not upset with you at all.  I tried hard to say that in email, but I’m not the greatest at expressing myself.  You were the friendliest person there to me and I exchanged more words with you than with anyone else.  I thought you were warm, funny and open, and it was great to meet you.   can i reassure you again, that if i had my time over i would drag you to a quiet corner and try harder?

How about *I* will try to make the effort next time? i carry my self doubts everywhere pete

 I’m sorry.  I hate that you know how that feels. Love ya bro. — Wohali – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Loneliness is a rare feeling for me.  Even though I’m low functioning, I’m stubbornly independent and like to believe that I don’t need anyone. *sigh*  But I’m very needy today. I want to be smiled at, and laughed with, and held tightly.  I feel bad and worthless.  I want affirmation and praise.  I want the future to happen now.  I want the past to be only a memory. — Wohali === My Page == http://www.geocities.com/wohali7/

Response:

Loneliness is a rare feeling for me.  Even though I’m low functioning, I’m stubbornly independent and like to believe that I don’t need anyone. *sigh*  But I’m very needy today. I want to be smiled at, and laughed with, and held tightly.  I feel bad and worthless.  I want affirmation and praise.  I want the future to happen now.  I want the past to be only a memory. — Wohali

  You have been doing really well. I wish could be as strong.   Orion The mass of men lead lives of quiet desperation.        Walden * Sent from RemarQ http://www.remarq.com The Internet’s Discussion Network * The fastest and easiest way to search and participate in Usenet – Free!

Response:

Sorry you are feeling lonely today.  I hope someone comes along, and gives you some of the hugs and holding you need.  You are a wonderful person, and I appreciate all the encouragement you have given me in the past.  Take Care!!! * Sent from RemarQ http://www.remarq.com The Internet’s Discussion Network * The fastest and easiest way to search and participate in Usenet – Free!

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Hi Wohali, You are a lovely person Wohali, and I enjoy your posts. Your never alone in my view! Hope you get back you stubbornly independant self soon! Take care Lee * Sent from AltaVista http://www.altavista.com Where you can also find related Web Pages, Images, Audios, Videos, News, and Shopping.  Smart is Beautiful

Response:

Loneliness is a rare feeling for me.  Even though I’m low functioning, I’m stubbornly independent and like to believe that I don’t need anyone. *sigh*  But I’m very needy today. I want to be smiled at, and laughed with, and held tightly.  I feel bad and worthless.  I want affirmation and praise.  I want the future to happen now.  I want the past to be only a memory. — Wohali === My Page == http://www.geocities.com/wohali7/

***** —                     _    bear         _.-’ )                (_ . ‘ __                 ___^/` _)                (__.                            ’–.                    /_ /`-._/                   (__/

Response:

still too ashamed at my behaviour at the baltomeet to dare to be more forthcoming…like i feel you must be pissed off at me for not being more friendly and talkative with you. can i reassure you again, that if i had my time over i would drag you to a quiet corner and try harder? i carry my self doubts everywhere pete – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Loneliness is a rare feeling for me.  Even though I’m low functioning, I’m stubbornly independent and like to believe that I don’t need anyone. *sigh*  But I’m very needy today. I want to be smiled at, and laughed with, and held tightly.  I feel bad and worthless.  I want affirmation and praise.  I want the future to happen now.  I want the past to be only a memory. — Wohali === My Page == http://www.geocities.com/wohali7/

Response:

Loneliness is a rare feeling for me.  Even though I’m low functioning, I’m stubbornly independent and like to believe that I don’t need anyone.   *sigh*  But I’m very needy today.   I want to be smiled at, and laughed with, and held tightly.  I feel bad and worthless.  I want affirmation and praise.  I want the future to happen now.  I want the past to be only a memory. — Wohali === My Page == http://www.geocities.com/wohali7/

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