Lonely Loneliness

I am going to kill myself now.

Question:

I have had the right amount of beers.  I feel comfortable.  I feel safe.  This is the perfect time to feel for my pulse and put the razor to it.  Even better…with my scar from 2 weeks ago it will help me. Never have I wanted to die. Never have I wanted to live this life of abuse, pain, tears and loneliness. I do love this world.  It is full of beauty.  But for some reason God didn’t wnat me to be included. Chris G  

Response:

I do love this world.  It is full of beauty.  But for some reason God didn’t wnat me to be included. Chris G  

Even if you think God doesn’t want you to be included in this world, please realize WE want you to be included in this world. —                      My other car is a Stealth bomber. http://members.aol.com/Lots42/index.html

Response:

CHRIS, NO! GO TO THE HOSPITAL. IT IS NOT THE RIGHT TIME TO MAKE THIS DECISION. WAIT. PLEASE. CHRIS, WE LOVE YOU. Trevor – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – I have had the right amount of beers.  I feel comfortable.  I feel safe. This is the perfect time to feel for my pulse and put the razor to it.  Even better…with my scar from 2 weeks ago it will help me. Never have I wanted to die. Never have I wanted to live this life of abuse, pain, tears and loneliness. I do love this world.  It is full of beauty.  But for some reason God didn’t wnat me to be included. Chris G

Response:

A chance for what Heather. More Pain.  More assholes in m life?

What about more people who care about you, Chris? I care. please don’t die. Geni

Response:

Screw the assholes and screw the pain. If you lay yourself in a coffin, the assholes will have won. What will your cat do without you? Stick it to the idiots and fight for your life!!!!

Response:

A chance for what Heather. More Pain.  More assholes in m life?  I know you care.  I love you.  I love that you are so kind to me always. What do I have to  look forward to? Fuck them…Fuck them all…let them see me in a coffin Where ever you go there you are.

Response:

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