Lonely Loneliness

My sister's baby di*d (no spoiler)

Question:

hi….sad news here… After 13 months of living in the hospital my redheaded, happy go lucky, smiling, laughing, attitude of a lion, niece died yesterday.  Her name was Brianna.  This is very difficult for many reasons. On Wednesday she will be buried.  If you see balloons floating inthe sky, somewhere in the northeasten u.s.a, that day, its just us sending them up to Brianna, celebrating her life. I feel responsible,  and shame, quilt, sadness, …I can’t stop sleeping. Waves of sleep tug at my eyes and droop my head to sleep.  Even when driving at over these past few days, since we knew the end could be counted in hours. It is all very complicated as those of you who have separated from your abusive family members might know.  I cannot go to the funeral. Sams I Am —–= Posted via Newsfeeds.Com, Uncensored Usenet News =—– http://www.newsfeeds.com – The #1 Newsgroup Service in the World! —–==  Over 80,000 Newsgroups – 16 Different Servers! =—–

Response:

so so sorry for this sad news.  we cannot imagine the d*ath of a child. we are also sad that it’s not safe for you to go to the funeral.  maybe you can know the times that are planned so at the same time you can speak some thoughts for her and send off some balloons also. wishing you to find some gentle place to rest yourself while this pain is so strong. b. and others – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – hi….sad news here… After 13 months of living in the hospital my redheaded, happy go lucky, smiling, laughing, attitude of a lion, niece died yesterday.  Her name was Brianna.  This is very difficult for many reasons. On Wednesday she will be buried.  If you see balloons floating inthe sky, somewhere in the northeasten u.s.a, that day, its just us sending them up to Brianna, celebrating her life. I feel responsible,  and shame, quilt, sadness, …I can’t stop sleeping. Waves of sleep tug at my eyes and droop my head to sleep.  Even when driving at over these past few days, since we knew the end could be counted in hours. It is all very complicated as those of you who have separated from your abusive family members might know.  I cannot go to the funeral. Sams I Am —–= Posted via Newsfeeds.Com, Uncensored Usenet News =—– http://www.newsfeeds.com – The #1 Newsgroup Service in the World! —–==  Over 80,000 Newsgroups – 16 Different Servers! =—–

– I am a community of no less than a thousand. I am not an I. I am a country of persons. -Nuruddin Farah

Response:

I just got word here of your terrible loss, I have been away for a while.  I am so sorry for you and the child’s parent’s. I am also sad you could not go to the funeral, but funerals are for the living, not for those who have passed, so I hope you found a way to celevbrate the child’s life and I know your love for her will live forever. Verna

Response:

My heart and my thoughts are with you. Ellen

Response:

Thank you to all .. Sorry too blah (and weird feeling) to write more. Sam I Am —–= Posted via Newsfeeds.Com, Uncensored Usenet News =—– http://www.newsfeeds.com – The #1 Newsgroup Service in the World! —–==  Over 80,000 Newsgroups – 16 Different Servers! =—–

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I am soooo sorryyy Sams I Am for all you’re goin thru right now.  This is a very difficult situation you’re in.  Wish I could be there to just sit an listen. Anita

Response:

Dear Sam I Am,     Please take good care of yourself and give yourself plenty of latitude for the grief, both the grief of your lost niece and the grief of your damaged and lost foo.     Please come back here when you need to and are able for support.     I think you have reached your sadness quotient.  It could only be a mistake if any more comes your way and I hope it doesn’t. trill – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – hi….sad news here… After 13 months of living in the hospital my redheaded, happy go lucky, smiling, laughing, attitude of a lion, niece died yesterday.  Her name was Brianna.  This is very difficult for many reasons. On Wednesday she will be buried.  If you see balloons floating inthe sky, somewhere in the northeasten u.s.a, that day, its just us sending them up to Brianna, celebrating her life. I feel responsible,  and shame, quilt, sadness, …I can’t stop sleeping. Waves of sleep tug at my eyes and droop my head to sleep.  Even when driving at over these past few days, since we knew the end could be counted in hours. It is all very complicated as those of you who have separated from your abusive family members might know.  I cannot go to the funeral. Sams I Am —–= Posted via Newsfeeds.Com, Uncensored Usenet News =—– http://www.newsfeeds.com – The #1 Newsgroup Service in the World! —–==  Over 80,000 Newsgroups – 16 Different Servers! =—–

Response:

so sorry to hear this.  please be gentle with yourselves. — astri – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -hi….sad news here… After 13 months of living in the hospital my redheaded, happy go lucky, smiling, laughing, attitude of a lion, niece died yesterday.  Her name was Brianna.  This is very difficult for many reasons. On Wednesday she will be buried.  If you see balloons floating inthe sky, somewhere in the northeasten u.s.a, that day, its just us sending them up to Brianna, celebrating her life. I feel responsible,  and shame, quilt, sadness, …I can’t stop sleeping. Waves of sleep tug at my eyes and droop my head to sleep.  Even when driving at over these past few days, since we knew the end could be counted in hours. It is all very complicated as those of you who have separated from your abusive family members might know.  I cannot go to the funeral. Sams I Am —–= Posted via Newsfeeds.Com, Uncensored Usenet News =—– http://www.newsfeeds.com – The #1 Newsgroup Service in the World! —–==  Over 80,000 Newsgroups – 16 Different Servers! =—–

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Thanks for all your support.  I will be letting a balloon go too, even though I won’t be there.  Here is her Obit: -Brianna Jeanne Speed                   PITTSFIELD

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