Lonely Loneliness

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well i have to say family now thens whats everyones worst fear anyone read the book 1984? whats in your room 101? Living too long and not being in control of my mind and body. i read the book 1984 and now have it in audio format (blind as a bat). Audio format is like listening to a play. it’s great.

i didn’t really like the book when i was reading i think all the assignments i had to do on it while i was reading it wrecked it alot for me it took all the fun out of reading when i wrote my paper on it i said i didn’t know what was in my room 101 but my teacher said he bet i did and i just had to think about it so i did alot for like weeks took me awhile to figure it out found it rather ironic

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That is strange , for I was dancing with you last night . Peter

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – oooh shoes…theres something i never have to worry about spending money on. i wish you the best of luck wearing holes into them!! walk far and do some for me too. would you also be able to do some dancing for me? i miss that. love you, ~*kendra*~ Thank you for the reply Kenna , Love you as always XXX I have just purchased a new pair of Reebok trainers , that is positive thinking , but will I wear them out , Ah ! negative thoughts

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What is the most important thing in life to you?

i had to think about this before answering , sorry i took so long though. Answer:  How i’ve lived my life. How i’ve interacted with people. i’ve done a lot of bad things in my life when i was young.  i can’t change anything i’ve done but i have been able to stop and change my life.

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well i have to say family now thens whats everyones worst fear anyone read the book 1984? whats in your room 101?

Living too long and not being in control of my mind and body. i read the book 1984 and now have it in audio format (blind as a bat). Audio format is like listening to a play. it’s great.

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Hello Peter, You are doing a great job at that.  You remain in my prayers as do all the members of our group on a daily basis. tom

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Just staying alive , against all the odds ,   Peter . What is the most important thing in life to you?

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What is the most important thing in life to you? i had to think about this before answering , sorry i took so long though. Answer:  How i’ve lived my life. How i’ve interacted with people. i’ve done a lot of bad things in my life when i was young.  i can’t change anything i’ve done but i have been able to stop and change my life.

tom you don’t ever have to apologize for taking awhile to answer posts not evryone is like me and checks the NG every 12 seconds and posts without thinking lol

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well i have to say family now thens whats everyones worst fear anyone read the book 1984? whats in your room 101?

Drowning would be but, but I don’t really fear anything I suppose. There are certain things I wouldn’t do, I think it’s to much of a risk or to scary but if it came down to it I would do that something (like swimming across this, or climbing up this or whatever just anything). But I wouldn’t say I fear anything really…I don’t know…. — "Do not try to interject logic into my rambling." -Ethan Hammond from the PS NG ~Only the ignorant man becomes angry, the wise man understands.~

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i dont like that either. but someone once told me you die of smoke inhalation first so you dont feel yourself burning. but still. yuck. a nucleur bomb would also be pretty scary. especailly if you didnt die and had to live through the winter and eat rotting sheep.

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – mine is burning to death which is ironic because i like to set things on fire didn’t realize it was my worst fear until i had to write a paper on the book 1984 i guess i’m not scared of drowning considering i tried to drown myself twice getting buried alive or drowning. when i was a kid i fell off a boat and breathed in loads of water and i imagine thats what drownings like. well i have to say family now thens whats everyones worst fear anyone read the book 1984? whats in your room 101?

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but why do you want to stay alive? arent those reasons more important than actually living? wouldnt life be nearly worthless and empty without those things in your life if you could just keep living forever? i hope everything is going well. i miss you. neurontin working veeeeeeeery well. i love it, not more than i love you though. (((((((Peter)))))) i wish you and your family the best of health and all the love your great big hearts can carry (and then some more to drown you all in a sea of divinity). ~*kendra*~

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getting buried alive or drowning. when i was a kid i fell off a boat and breathed in loads of water and i imagine thats what drownings like.

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mine is burning to death which is ironic because i like to set things on fire didn’t realize it was my worst fear until i had to write a paper on the book 1984 i guess i’m not scared of drowning considering i tried to drown myself twice

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Thank you for the reply Kenna , Love you as always XXX I have just purchased a new pair of Reebok trainers , that is positive thinking , but will I wear them out , Ah ! negative thoughts

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – but why do you want to stay alive? arent those reasons more important than actually living? wouldnt life be nearly worthless and empty without those things in your life if you could just keep living forever? i hope everything is going well. i miss you. neurontin working veeeeeeeery well. i love it, not more than i love you though. (((((((Peter)))))) i wish you and your family the best of health and all the love your great big hearts can carry (and then some more to drown you all in a sea of divinity). ~*kendra*~ Just staying alive , against all the odds ,   Peter . What is the most important thing in life to you?

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oooh shoes…theres something i never have to worry about spending money on. i wish you the best of luck wearing holes into them!! walk far and do some for me too. would you also be able to do some dancing for me? i miss that. love you, ~*kendra*~

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well i have to say family now thens whats everyones worst fear anyone read the book 1984? whats in your room 101?

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emotional loneliness.

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Just staying alive , against all the odds ,   Peter .

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nope not just people i was asking about anything materials, feelings people whatever

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – books and music. if were doing people, my friends and maybe my dad. sometimes.

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hmm you still haven’t e-mailed me like i asked

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – What is the most important thing in life to you? *stares* I think I looked at this windowbox for about 10 minutes already… :/ I don’t really think there is anything important too me… I don’t like ‘real’ people… I don’t have any friends… Maybe fascinating about networking, telecommunications, and stuff like that I think… The only thing that keeps me going at the moment is my studyin for some course I’m forcing myself to follow… :’/

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most important thing to me in life is to have a healthy one

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My legacy. It’s an abstract idea. I feel that I am very close to death, and that I could be gripped by an uncontrollable suicidal urge at any time. All that matters is the trail of Usenet messages and other intellectual noise that I leave behind.

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What is the most important thing in life to you?

*stares* I think I looked at this windowbox for about 10 minutes already… :/ I don’t really think there is anything important too me… I don’t like ‘real’ people… I don’t have any friends… Maybe fascinating about networking, telecommunications, and stuff like that I think… The only thing that keeps me going at the moment is my studyin for some course I’m forcing myself to follow… :’/

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books and music. if were doing people, my friends and maybe my dad. sometimes.

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – a few years ago this would have been my mom, without any doubt. the list has kinda grown a bit. not that they werent always important, but i think ive come to realize just how much more important they are than i could have imagined: mommy monica stephen luca daddy crisan kind of in that order too…although its hard to really pull the top four out of the number one spot together. ~*misskenna*~ What is the most important thing in life to you?

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What is the most important thing in life to you?

um, for me, i would have to say, my friends….. David

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a few years ago this would have been my mom, without any doubt. the list has kinda grown a bit. not that they werent always important, but i think ive come to realize just how much more important they are than i could have imagined: mommy monica stephen luca daddy crisan kind of in that order too…although its hard to really pull the top four out of the number one spot together. ~*misskenna*~

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What is the most important thing in life to you?

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