Stuck and unable to motivate self out of trap

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garth.1.ra…@spamgourmet.com (abdul rahim) wrote in news:c7c4f07f.0311162115.511f8c8c@posting.google.com: > x-no-archive: yes > another year of loneliness has gone by. I know that only I can change > this low-level life of being unnoticed and miserable. but i lack the > will to break out of this orbit.

Pull the pin out of that grenade, then stare at it real close-like and see what happens.

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> Pull the pin out of that grenade, then stare at it real close-like and see > what happens.

Where exactly do I purchase a grenade? I really want to try this it’d be a fun way to go. You could play a game with yourself like buy a 10 pack of grenades and see how long you wait after you pull the pin you can throw it. Obvoiusly wait to long and its all over! "eerie rodent of unusual size & typing ability" <ee…@biteme.com> wrote in message news:Xns9435E7B6A13F9freakingA@68.6.19.6… – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> garth.1.ra…@spamgourmet.com (abdul rahim) wrote in > news:c7c4f07f.0311162115.511f8c8c@posting.google.com: > > x-no-archive: yes > > another year of loneliness has gone by. I know that only I can change > > this low-level life of being unnoticed and miserable. but i lack the > > will to break out of this orbit.

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On Mon, 17 Nov 2003 14:48:23 +0000, HeadFake wrote: >> Pull the pin out of that grenade, then stare at it real close-like and see >> what happens. > Where exactly do I purchase a grenade? I really want to try this it’d be a > fun way to go. You could play a game with yourself like buy a 10 pack of > grenades and see how long you wait after you pull the pin you can throw it. > Obvoiusly wait to long and its all over!

Sort of a exta messy solitaire version of russian roulette then Monster — Monster is thinking of a signature – please be patient.

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you stupid people you’d pull the pin and you’d wonder why the hell the thing wont blow up until you lose interest and place it on your coffee table. ie you have to let go of the lever to actually make it blow, the pin is just a safety device neil "Little Monster" <r…@localhost.localdomain> wrote in message

news:fdbb1fb6bbac3741a7d2696b490f918a@news.teranews.com… – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> On Mon, 17 Nov 2003 14:48:23 +0000, HeadFake wrote: > >> Pull the pin out of that grenade, then stare at it real close-like and see > >> what happens. > > Where exactly do I purchase a grenade? I really want to try this it’d be a > > fun way to go. You could play a game with yourself like buy a 10 pack of > > grenades and see how long you wait after you pull the pin you can throw it. > > Obvoiusly wait to long and its all over! > Sort of a exta messy solitaire version of russian roulette then > Monster > — > Monster is thinking of a signature – please be patient.

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i have found that lonliness is managable, it is always there but keeping yourself active is a good way to deaden the sensation. join a club that the club activity interests you and go there for the activity not the people. youll find in the end, and it may take a while, that you end up knowing the people quite well. i joined a tramping club to meet pepole and hated it. i joined a mountainbike club to meet people and hated it. i joined a gliding club to learn how to fly gliders and i loved it and still do and i have begun to know and have been well accpeted by the other club members. It works work hard ,play hard, and, if they fail, drink hard neil "abdul rahim" <garth.1.ra…@spamgourmet.com> wrote in message

news:c7c4f07f.0311162115.511f8c8c@posting.google.com… – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> x-no-archive: yes > another year of loneliness has gone by. I know that only I can change > this low-level life of being unnoticed and miserable. but i lack the > will to break out of this orbit.

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> you’d pull the pin and you’d wonder why the hell the thing wont blow up > until you lose interest and place it on your coffee table. ie you have to > let go of the lever to actually make it blow, the pin is just a safety > device

Had experience in this stuff before? "superficial intelligence" <n…@ihug.co.nz.no.spam> wrote in message

news:bpcrgs$77r$1@lust.ihug.co.nz… – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> you stupid people > neil > "Little Monster" <r…@localhost.localdomain> wrote in message > news:fdbb1fb6bbac3741a7d2696b490f918a@news.teranews.com… > > On Mon, 17 Nov 2003 14:48:23 +0000, HeadFake wrote: > > >> Pull the pin out of that grenade, then stare at it real close-like and > see > > >> what happens. > > > Where exactly do I purchase a grenade? I really want to try this it’d be > a > > > fun way to go. You could play a game with yourself like buy a 10 pack of > > > grenades and see how long you wait after you pull the pin you can throw > it. > > > Obvoiusly wait to long and its all over! > > Sort of a exta messy solitaire version of russian roulette then > > Monster > > — > > Monster is thinking of a signature – please be patient.

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Make a commitment to a group to be there to help. "abdul rahim" <garth.1.ra…@spamgourmet.com> wrote in message

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