Lonely Loneliness

Wanted you to all know I'm still here

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{{{{{{hugs}}}}} Erin. Keep talking to us – we are here to help you through this. Email me any time again – you’ve been quiet and I mistakenly thought you were brighter. I’m sorry – I will email you in a sec. Take care of yourself ) —       ~   ~  Rocki  ~  ~ 219/158/141  W.W. Goal Total Lost : 61 lbs Countdown : 17lbs to go Final Dream Goal :133 V-Day Challenge : 154 "If you believe – you can achieve"

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Missy that is so kind of you as i am here for you. i do pray you are doing better than I. My Dad is leaning on me alot because he has taken ill I haven’t been allowed to grieve and am not handling things that well. Love Erin sorry for piggy-backing here but when I did a catch-up with 2000 messages, I must have deleted your original post. I feel we share a common thread you & I and altho we each are dealing with our own grieving process, please know that I am here for you , should you need to talk. —  ~ Missy ~ Stay with us Erin, we are all thinking of you. —  Marilyn, Yorkshire, UK 225/195/189 for Valentines Massacre. Dear Group, Just wanted you to know I am still around. I try to read the posts and reply, but I am finding myself in my own personal hell, with my Mom’s recent death and no one close enough to me to talk. We used to do crafts together, today I donated it all, that part of my life is gone. I am managing drinking 8-11 glasses a day and exercise 30 minutes alternating fast walk with a jog. It seems to only help when I get into a panic when the phone doesn’t ring. I am starting to count points. I just wanted you to all know I’m still here —     Erin ~Love is a masterpiece of art. It is to be appreciated, admired, and enjoyed.~

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{{{{{Erin}}}}} Julia – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Missy that is so kind of you as i am here for you. i do pray you are doing better than I. My Dad is leaning on me alot because he has taken ill I haven’t been allowed to grieve and am not handling things that well. Love Erin sorry for piggy-backing here but when I did a catch-up with 2000 messages, I must have deleted your original post. I feel we share a common thread you & I and altho we each are dealing with our own grieving process, please know that I am here for you , should you need to talk. —  ~ Missy ~ Stay with us Erin, we are all thinking of you. —  Marilyn, Yorkshire, UK 225/195/189 for Valentines Massacre. Dear Group, Just wanted you to know I am still around. I try to read the posts and reply, but I am finding myself in my own personal hell, with my Mom’s recent death and no one close enough to me to talk. We used to do crafts together, today I donated it all, that part of my life is gone. I am managing drinking 8-11 glasses a day and exercise 30 minutes alternating fast walk with a jog. It seems to only help when I get into a panic when the phone doesn’t ring. I am starting to count points. I just wanted you to all know I’m still here —     Erin ~Love is a masterpiece of art. It is to be appreciated, admired, and enjoyed.~

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Missy that is so kind of you as i am here for you. i do pray you are doing better than I. My Dad is leaning on me alot because he has taken ill I haven’t been allowed to grieve and am not handling things that well. Love Erin

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – sorry for piggy-backing here but when I did a catch-up with 2000 messages, I must have deleted your original post. I feel we share a common thread you & I and altho we each are dealing with our own grieving process, please know that I am here for you , should you need to talk. —  ~ Missy ~ Stay with us Erin, we are all thinking of you. —  Marilyn, Yorkshire, UK 225/195/189 for Valentines Massacre. Dear Group, Just wanted you to know I am still around. I try to read the posts and reply, but I am finding myself in my own personal hell, with my Mom’s recent death and no one close enough to me to talk. We used to do crafts together, today I donated it all, that part of my life is gone. I am managing drinking 8-11 glasses a day and exercise 30 minutes alternating fast walk with a jog. It seems to only help when I get into a panic when the phone doesn’t ring. I am starting to count points. I just wanted you to all know I’m still here —     Erin ~Love is a masterpiece of art. It is to be appreciated, admired, and enjoyed.~

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Hi Erin,  I wish I could find magic words that would make everything better. We are all here for you (((Hugs))) — June Shropshire UK Started 10/10/00. Total lost so far: 28 lbs 190.5/162.5/119-126 Next mini goal:161     V.Day Goal:157

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sorry for piggy-backing here but when I did a catch-up with 2000 messages, I must have deleted your original post. I feel we share a common thread you & I and altho we each are dealing with our own grieving process, please know that I am here for you , should you need to talk. —  ~ Missy ~

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Stay with us Erin, we are all thinking of you. —  Marilyn, Yorkshire, UK 225/195/189 for Valentines Massacre. Dear Group, Just wanted you to know I am still around. I try to read the posts and reply, but I am finding myself in my own personal hell, with my Mom’s recent death and no one close enough to me to talk. We used to do crafts together, today I donated it all, that part of my life is gone. I am managing drinking 8-11 glasses a day and exercise 30 minutes alternating fast walk with a jog. It seems to only help when I get into a panic when the phone doesn’t ring. I am starting to count points. I just wanted you to all know I’m still here —     Erin ~Love is a masterpiece of art. It is to be appreciated, admired, and enjoyed.~

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Hi Missy I understand, take your time and have fun with it,and come back to us as soon as you can, Sara. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – sorry for piggy-backing here but when I did a catch-up with 2000 messages, I must have deleted your original post. I feel we share a common thread you & I and altho we each are dealing with our own grieving process, please know that I am here for you , should you need to talk. — ~ Missy ~ Stay with us Erin, we are all thinking of you. —  Marilyn, Yorkshire, UK 225/195/189 for Valentines Massacre. Dear Group, Just wanted you to know I am still around. I try to read the posts and reply, but I am finding myself in my own personal hell, with my Mom’s recent death and no one close enough to me to talk. We used to do crafts together, today I donated it all, that part of my life is gone. I am managing drinking 8-11 glasses a day and exercise 30 minutes alternating fast walk with a jog. It seems to only help when I get into a panic when the phone doesn’t ring. I am starting to count points. I just wanted you to all know I’m still here —     Erin ~Love is a masterpiece of art. It is to be appreciated, admired, and enjoyed.~

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Stay with us Erin, we are all thinking of you. —  Marilyn, Yorkshire, UK 225/195/189 for Valentines Massacre.

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Dear Group, Just wanted you to know I am still around. I try to read the posts and reply, but I am finding myself in my own personal hell, with my Mom’s recent death and no one close enough to me to talk. We used to do crafts together, today I donated it all, that part of my life is gone. I am managing drinking 8-11 glasses a day and exercise 30 minutes alternating fast walk with a jog. It seems to only help when I get into a panic when the phone doesn’t ring. I am starting to count points. I just wanted you to all know I’m still here —     Erin ~Love is a masterpiece of art. It is to be appreciated, admired, and enjoyed.~

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Doe, Thank you for the kind words, i am alone with no one to talk to and it is so hard – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Dear Erin, When overwhelmed with grief…and I have been there…I find that getting outside in the fresh air and walking and jogging were really helpful.  Our minds and hearts are so hurting and the physical activity gives some relaxation for those tense hurting muscles…and is calming.  The pain will get less intense as time goes on, but I know that doesn’t help now.  I found it helped me to get out into a completely different environment…go somewhere …do something. It also helps to talk about things at times…so if you have no one to talk to feel free to email…and I know you have many friends here who will welcome your posts. (((Hugs))) Doe…a mom Dear Group, Just wanted you to know I am still around. I try to read the posts and reply, but I am finding myself in my own personal hell, with my Mom’s recent death and no one close enough to me to talk. We used to do crafts together, today I donated it all, that part of my life is gone. I am managing drinking 8-11 glasses a day and exercise 30 minutes alternating fast walk with a jog. It seems to only help when I get into a panic when the phone doesn’t ring. I am starting to count points. I just wanted you to all know I’m still here —     Erin ~Love is a masterpiece of art. It is to be appreciated, admired, and enjoyed.~

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When my mother died of cancer a couple of years ago, after I had looked after her at home for many weeks before she finally had to go into a hospice, I felt relief she was no longer suffering, but I also felt guilt.  I felt and still feel to some extent that I should have done so much more to help her come to terms with her illness and that would have helped me too.  But when she was so ill I just couldn’t seem to find the right words to say to help her through her ordeal.  At least you did do that and I am so pleased you were able to reach out to your Mom and be close to your her at this important time in both your lives. I am sorry you feel alone have nobody to talk to.  Have you thought about seeing a grief counsellor? Try to keep busy and go places where you will meet people.  Do you belong to a church or other religious group?  Maybe you could join a gym, do some yoga or meditation. All these things should help through the abyss of emptiness and loneliness you are feeling right now. Congratulations on drinking your water, counting points and jogging.  Your mother would be proud of you.  {{{hugs}}} Val — VAL – UK  -  take away points to reply by email 164.5 lbs     current weight 160 lbs        Valentine goal 159 lbs       10% goal 135 lbs        goal weight 29.5 lbs       to lose 12.5 miles   walked from 9 Jan When you lose, don’t lose the lesson

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Dear Group, Just wanted you to know I am still around. I try to read the posts and reply, but I am finding myself in my own personal hell, with my Mom’s recent death and no one close enough to me to talk. We used to do crafts together, today I donated it all, that part of my life is gone. I am managing drinking 8-11 glasses a day and exercise 30 minutes alternating fast walk with a jog. It seems to only help when I get into a panic when the phone doesn’t ring. I am starting to count points. I just wanted you to all know I’m still here —     Erin ~Love is a masterpiece of art. It is to be appreciated, admired, and enjoyed.~

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Thanks for checking in Erin, and my prayers that your grief can lessen somewhat each day are sent your way. — penniowa Iowa, USA (still from PA at heart) started  ww 6/17/00 at 267.6 current-233.6 mini-goal-229.9 final goal-150ish

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Dear Group, Just wanted you to know I am still around. I try to read the posts and reply, but I am finding myself in my own personal hell, with my Mom’s recent death and no one close enough to me to talk. We used to do crafts together, today I donated it all, that part of my life is gone. I am managing drinking 8-11 glasses a day and exercise 30 minutes alternating fast walk with a jog. It seems to only help when I get into a panic when the phone doesn’t ring. I am starting to count points. I just wanted you to all know I’m still here —     Erin ~Love is a masterpiece of art. It is to be appreciated, admired, and enjoyed.~

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Erin, I’m sorry to hear that you are still in such pain.  I wish I could wave a magic wand and have it go away!  I have been thinking of you and Missy all week long. Hang in there as best you can – it sounds like you’re doing a great job so far despite all the terrible things you must be dealing with. Erin R. Dallas, Texas Peak Weight – 276 Started WW 4/11/2000 at 269 Currently – 200.8 MiniGoal – 199 3rd 10% goal – 198 Valentine’s Massacre Goal – 190 Ultimate goal – 135 maybe? ask me later! Minutes Exercised in January – 0

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Erin, My prayers are with you and your family.  Best, Diane – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -Dear Group, Just wanted you to know I am still around. I try to read the posts and reply, but I am finding myself in my own personal hell, with my Mom’s recent death and no one close enough to me to talk. We used to do crafts together, today I donated it all, that part of my life is gone. I am managing drinking 8-11 glasses a day and exercise 30 minutes alternating fast walk with a jog. It seems to only help when I get into a panic when the phone doesn’t ring. I am starting to count points. I just wanted you to all know I’m still here —    Erin ~Love is a masterpiece of art. It is to be appreciated, admired, and enjoyed.~

– "You despise me, don’t you, Rick?" "If I gave you any thought, I probably would."

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{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}} Erin. We are all here for you – have you ever thought of downloading ICQ ?? I’ve asked you that before. A lot of us have that and it is a way of direct *talking* which may help you sometimes. I have told you how well I think you are doing. You are a very brave lady and exercising, watering and beginning to count points is such a good positive move )) Well done. Keep posting and emailing )) —       ~   ~  Rocki  ~  ~ 219/158/141  W.W. Goal Total Lost : 61 lbs Countdown : 17lbs to go Final Dream Goal :133 V-Day Challenge : 154 "If you believe – you can achieve"

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Dear Group, Just wanted you to know I am still around. I try to read the posts and reply, but I am finding myself in my own personal hell, with my Mom’s recent death and no one close enough to me to talk. We used to do crafts together, today I donated it all, that part of my life is gone. I am managing drinking 8-11 glasses a day and exercise 30 minutes alternating fast walk with a jog. It seems to only help when I get into a panic when the phone doesn’t ring. I am starting to count points. I just wanted you to all know I’m still here —     Erin ~Love is a masterpiece of art. It is to be appreciated, admired, and enjoyed.~

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Dear Group, Just wanted you to know I am still around. I try to read the posts and reply, but I am finding myself in my own personal hell, with my Mom’s recent death and no one close enough to me to talk. We used to do crafts together, today I donated it all, that part of my life is gone. I am managing drinking 8-11 glasses a day and exercise 30 minutes alternating fast walk with a jog. It seems to only help when I get into a panic when the phone doesn’t ring. I am starting to count points. I just wanted you to all know I’m still here —     Erin ~Love is a masterpiece of art. It is to be appreciated, admired, and enjoyed.~

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Erin good to see your post.Yes it is an extremely difficult time and you do seem to be coping very well.Your doing great to get in your walk/jog and drinking all your water.Try and keep strong and remember how many of us are thiking of you here.Take care of yourself,

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